{"id":7166,"date":"2024-09-20T09:13:35","date_gmt":"2024-09-20T09:13:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/technotimes.info\/?p=7166"},"modified":"2024-09-21T08:16:25","modified_gmt":"2024-09-21T08:16:25","slug":"disapponitment","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/technotimes.info\/index.php\/2024\/09\/20\/disapponitment\/","title":{"rendered":"Disapponitment"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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The waves slammed onto the coast,\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I could feel myself floating, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

and at that moment, I wanted nothing more <\/p>\n\n\n\n

than to be able to fade away.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’m taking a deep breath, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

but it doesn’t seem to fill the hole in my heart. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I wonder whether it would disappear with death.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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the voices got louder and louder, over the course of days\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“what are you expecting? pull out the trigger”, it said <\/p>\n\n\n\n

i shook my head, maybe I was trying to make the little me prouder, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

but if I were to pass away, what difference would it make?<\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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all the days seemed to blur together.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

i can’t seem to remember one.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

i didn’t want to be here, but whatever <\/p>\n\n\n\n

as I fell into a deep slumber,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

i dreamt of a place where nothing was somber.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

in a far away land where i wasn’t a disgrace.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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and just like a ship adrift at sea,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

with no sign of land I yell for aid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

but no one is there; it’s just me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I might give up on this battle now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

and with my newfound absence,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

still, the waves would break.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

nonetheless, the sun would rise.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

only, i would disappear entirely.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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I never imagined it would come to this;\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n

what a shame,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

soon, I would just be a memory on some shelf.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

maybe I had higher expectations?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

But that doesn’t concern me any longer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

all i know is, I’m sitting here writing a letter<\/p>\n\n\n\n

of how i’d vanish as if I had never appeared.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

The waves slammed onto the coast,\u00a0 I could feel myself floating,  and at that moment, I wanted nothing more  than to be able to fade away. I’m taking a deep breath,  but it doesn’t seem to fill the hole in my heart.  I wonder whether it would disappear with death. the voices got louder and louder, over the course of days\u00a0 “what are you expecting? pull out the trigger”, it said  i shook my head, maybe I was trying to make the little me prouder,  but if I were to pass away, what difference would it make? all the days seemed to blur together. i can’t seem to remember one. i didn’t want to be here, but whatever  as I fell into a deep slumber, i dreamt of a place where nothing was somber. in a far away land where i wasn’t a disgrace. and just like a ship adrift at sea, with no sign of land I yell for aid. but no one is there; it’s just me. I might give up on this battle now. and with my newfound absence, still, the waves would break. nonetheless, the sun would rise. only, i would disappear entirely. I never imagined it would come to this;\u00a0 what a shame, soon, I would just be a memory on some shelf. maybe I had higher expectations? But that doesn’t concern me any longer. all i know is, I’m sitting here writing a letter of how i’d vanish as if I had never appeared.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_eb_attr":"","content-type":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[77],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-7166","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-poems-golpolekharlorai"},"yoast_head":"\nDisapponitment - technotimes.info<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/technotimes.info\/index.php\/2024\/09\/20\/disapponitment\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Disapponitment - technotimes.info\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"The waves slammed onto the coast,\u00a0 I could feel myself floating,  and at that moment, I wanted nothing more  than to be able to fade away. 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