{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"technotimes.info","provider_url":"https:\/\/technotimes.info","author_name":"Suhani","author_url":"https:\/\/technotimes.info\/index.php\/author\/sayan-test\/","title":"Disapponitment - technotimes.info","type":"rich","width":600,"height":338,"html":"<blockquote class=\"wp-embedded-content\" data-secret=\"wUkMUhLCfQ\"><a href=\"https:\/\/technotimes.info\/index.php\/2024\/09\/20\/disapponitment\/\">Disapponitment<\/a><\/blockquote><iframe sandbox=\"allow-scripts\" security=\"restricted\" src=\"https:\/\/technotimes.info\/index.php\/2024\/09\/20\/disapponitment\/embed\/#?secret=wUkMUhLCfQ\" width=\"600\" height=\"338\" title=\"&#8220;Disapponitment&#8221; &#8212; technotimes.info\" data-secret=\"wUkMUhLCfQ\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\" class=\"wp-embedded-content\"><\/iframe><script>\n\/*! This file is auto-generated *\/\n!function(d,l){\"use strict\";l.querySelector&&d.addEventListener&&\"undefined\"!=typeof URL&&(d.wp=d.wp||{},d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage||(d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage=function(e){var t=e.data;if((t||t.secret||t.message||t.value)&&!\/[^a-zA-Z0-9]\/.test(t.secret)){for(var s,r,n,a=l.querySelectorAll('iframe[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),o=l.querySelectorAll('blockquote[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),c=new RegExp(\"^https?:$\",\"i\"),i=0;i<o.length;i++)o[i].style.display=\"none\";for(i=0;i<a.length;i++)s=a[i],e.source===s.contentWindow&&(s.removeAttribute(\"style\"),\"height\"===t.message?(1e3<(r=parseInt(t.value,10))?r=1e3:~~r<200&&(r=200),s.height=r):\"link\"===t.message&&(r=new URL(s.getAttribute(\"src\")),n=new URL(t.value),c.test(n.protocol))&&n.host===r.host&&l.activeElement===s&&(d.top.location.href=t.value))}},d.addEventListener(\"message\",d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage,!1),l.addEventListener(\"DOMContentLoaded\",function(){for(var e,t,s=l.querySelectorAll(\"iframe.wp-embedded-content\"),r=0;r<s.length;r++)(t=(e=s[r]).getAttribute(\"data-secret\"))||(t=Math.random().toString(36).substring(2,12),e.src+=\"#?secret=\"+t,e.setAttribute(\"data-secret\",t)),e.contentWindow.postMessage({message:\"ready\",secret:t},\"*\")},!1)))}(window,document);\n\/\/# sourceURL=https:\/\/technotimes.info\/wp-includes\/js\/wp-embed.min.js\n<\/script>\n","description":"The waves slammed onto the coast,\u00a0 I could feel myself floating,&nbsp; and at that moment, I wanted nothing more&nbsp; than to be able to fade away. I&#8217;m taking a deep breath,&nbsp; but it doesn&#8217;t seem to fill the hole in my heart.&nbsp; I wonder whether it would disappear with death. the voices got louder and louder, over the course of days\u00a0 &#8220;what are you expecting? pull out the trigger&#8221;, it said&nbsp; i shook my head, maybe I was trying to make the little me prouder,&nbsp; but if I were to pass away, what difference would it make? all the days seemed to blur together. i can&#8217;t seem to remember one. i didn&#8217;t want to be here, but whatever&nbsp; as I fell into a deep slumber, i dreamt of a place where nothing was somber. in a far away land where i wasn&#8217;t a disgrace. and just like a ship adrift at sea, with no sign of land I yell for aid. but no one is there; it&#8217;s just me. I might give up on this battle now. and with my newfound absence, still, the waves would break. nonetheless, the sun would rise. only, i would disappear entirely. I never imagined it would come to this;\u00a0 what a shame, soon, I would just be a memory on some shelf. maybe I had higher expectations? But that doesn&#8217;t concern me any longer. all i know is, I&#8217;m sitting here writing a letter of how i&#8217;d vanish as if I had never appeared."}